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Happy Birthday, Mom.
Today you should have turned 65…
But I guess God had other plans, so he took you away from me.

Even though I’m still deeply crushed by how suddenly you left, I know you’re now in the warmest, safest place there is.

The truth is…
I kept hoping the lyrics in this song-that was made years ago-would never come true.

But because of my own cowardice, I never had the courage to release it.
I was afraid it would fail.
So in the end.. you never even knew it existed.

And worst of all… because of my own uselessness and worthlessness,
the very thing I feared most ended up becoming reality.
No-it’s even more pathetic than that, because I’m still nowhere near where I hoped to be.

And… my voice isn’t that of a professional singer. It’s honestly terrible.
I’m sorry, Mom.
I hope you don’t mind if it sounds rough on the ears.

This is my final regret.
I promise I won’t keep tearing myself down anymore to make you less worry.
(or at least… that’s what I hope I’ll be able to do it soon.)

I just wish I could express my feelings more easily.
I’m so, so sorry.

It’s funny… I never thought I’d turn into such a melodramatic wreck like this.

But what can I do, right?

Love you, mom.
I miss you so damn much.”